Shu Rong

I've been with SHURONG most of the time this week. and i tink we gt to know each other better. At least, i am satisfied with the progress. She's a simple girl who does not mind me being a boring guy. Since like duno when, i started to like her already. But there were certain factors that pulled me back from my confession. She's the most understanding girl who crossed my life. She helped my when i was down and she reali cared for me. thats y i am so madly in love with this girl. though i cant be with her every second, but i cherish every second with her. Shu rong is a very lovable person. So i tink my cousins and relatives will like her alot!!! and she is so "homely", she makes a perfect gf! My parents will like her alot. and if my grandma knows abt this, she will nod her head in agreement. so... YA. i am reali glad she poped by my life and say hi, she stepped into my life and i hope she continue to be with me forever. OK. i must admit that i love her smile. Cos her smile melts my heart. i am so addicted to both her and her smile. To people out there who think i will ill treat her, tink again. Cos its very unlikely cos i love her alot. and... i nd to apologise to people whom i have neglected for the past mths. and brothers out there, i will bring her to meet u guys 1 day... juz wait paitently. and oh ya! i would like to thank vanessa, joleena and berna for being so concerned even tho i hav yet to meet u ppl! Joleena, happy studying! berna, good luck in life! Vanessa, do well in life! and thanks for sharing this wonderful girl with me. For this case, i have to be selfish. besides these 3 gals, i wouldnt wan to share shu rong anymore. i'm sorry. L.O.V.E shurong.

The Power Plant

i was sitting in front of eugene at north canteen this morning. as the guys and girls were eating, i stoned. cos i was not feeling hungry so i din eat. SUDDENLY, out of no where, eugene gave a weak smile followed by a loud laughter. i knew it was a laughter of joy, a laughter for love. i knew he had a craving for love! ( u horny EUGENE!) then i looked at the direction he was luffing to. and true enuff, the 1 opposite was jasmine... i felt sudden static electricity following thru me. i was like a light bulb. i moved aside and put my laptop in btw them. it charged by it self. WAT A LOVE POWER PLANT! over at jasmine's side, she showed an awkward smile. haha. she was shy.

all of us understand everything.... the best is left unwritten!

ok. today is random.
Lim bao yang. WOO baby. i know this ass since like sec 2? then, he was still an ass. and he is still an ass now. he dun reply my tags. but his still a nice ass. he is mature but not as mature as me. HAHA.
Kelvin is a boy at the age of 19 soon... so he is the best guy i have ever met !!! if i am a gay , i will marry him . he has a nice ass too. Very F-able. i know him like less than a year ago which i m so glad that he failed his JC . --> by kelvin.
Joey. he is very wat la. but then he very observant and although i dun like him. but he is overall a nice gay. so nice that he owaz notice ppl's nick. and... ok lar guy. he GG. but then good fren la.
Eugenia. is a gay(happy) guy. he duno leh. dam fussy 1 la. like girl like tat. but then he nice fren lor. tok alot to him. then he share problems with me. ok. GTG bye!

Ok lar GUYs, kelvin lim's bdae (10feb) is round the corner. The above mentioned items are frm his wishlist. So, we are looking for donors to contribute to his Kelvin Lim Charity Fund. Please step forward to show ur support. thank you.

Today was not as bad as i imagined. in fact, today was a great day! it felt so good to have everything that has been with me offloaded. it felt so good knowing that the 2 of us made progress. we had a heart to heart tok and its juz between the 2 of us. i cant deny i love her. she has a great smile. a smile that i wouldnt wan to miss. SMILE MORE (^_^)! 28 janurary 2008 is definitely a day to remember! i would like to thank every1 who made this wonderful thing possible.

Meeting U is 1 thing that i know i would never regret in my life!

Now i know wat courage is all about. i nd the 1 moment of brilliance. i nd it.

meanie criteria

1. be a SAF pilot!(most important)
2. have a good character
3. have the looks
4. give her a sense of security!
5. love her family
6. be generous
7. agree to have only 2 kids regardless of gender
8. accompany her to shop at least once per week (must pay for her)
9. let her eat ice-cream
10. be thoughtful
11. not have affair
12. be of the same race
13. be humorous
14. buy her flowers (sunflower)
15. have a good temper
16. be able to give in to her
17. not smoke
18. RICH!!!
19. make her love you
20. not be anyone from HS0703. (p.s. i think this is so super funny but oh wells, its still one of the criteria. haha.)i am suppose to put her photo here. but i think i better let her send me the photo she wants to put, in case she throws me away. haha. so anyone want to date her, please tell me. haha thanks. but i doubt so right? with so many criteria. hahaha!

THE ABOVE MENTIONED ARE CRITERIA TO FULFILL IF U WAN TO DATE MY FREN CALLED JASMINE. A BRIEF REPORT WILL BE THAT SHE IS CHEERFUL 18 YEAR OLD LOOKING FOR A SPECIAL COMPANION. SHE COOK AND CLEAN AND PROMISE TO BE BACK BY 7 EVERYDAY. WAN TO KNOW MORE? CONTACT ME. I CAN ARRANGE FOR ANYTHING TO HAPPEN. THANK YOU.

time

i've been thinking abt it for very long... i guess... its time... i shldnt drag it cos it doesnt feel good... i hope everything turns out positively.

100!

A guessing game..... its tiring. sumtimes i wonder if the message reali gets across... i just hope it does. if u reali get it, drop some signs. i reali nd it. whether its a yes or a no, please brighten my path. take care...

Going Going GONE

Just when i tot its gonna be a start, that statment u made thrashed my heart.

Love is a test of stamina? A measurement of endurance?

Love is a test of stamina? A measurement of endurance?

i was out with my poly classmates today... we had lunch at swensens. the food was normal. after the meal, we went out to shop around as a group. at firs, i was quite enthu abt the shopping event but soon, i found out tat i could not last. then my frens asked me a qn that made me think for quite awhile. "what if nxt time ur gf oso like this? shop in every shop?" my response without much thought was to shave at 21 to become a monk. i gave it a tot. a serious 1. i know its quite impossible to find a gf that doesnt shop becos i myself do shop as well. so i hope that my future gf would either blend me into her shopping tours or dun mind me waiting for her at a nearby bench. i tink i might change my tinking if i reali get 1....

all the long, i felt that only love after NS would be a stable 1... but eugene brought out a point to me tat i felt was very logical. After NS? After 2 years of life like gays in army? its quite hard to get a gf after NS becos we might not be able to meet girls of our likings. unless we are very very lucky. if any girl is to cross my path soon,pls bear with me thru NS and stay close by me...

Installation 08

today is NYP ateam installation. i gt my name tag and name cards. took a lot of photos today... its dam nice to have an installation event cos it makes every1 reflect alot. and today! JASMINE AND SHURONG dress dam nice. they stole my limelight! but nvm i will get it back 1 day. haha. ok lar guys. i went to see the doc regarding my jaw and i am refered to SGH. haix. dam sian. go there nd to poke needle again. pls bring my pain away... the doc gave me pain killers today... it took my pain away without making me slpy but it made me dam hungry!!!! i am like a hungry ghost today! ate so much duno how much of exercise to shed off the fats. ok. A random NOTE: i hate white chickren rice!

Malay Wedding

i attended my first malay wedding in my life!!! although its a void deck wedding, i tink it dam cool. the food are dam nice. especially the mutton. for ur info i am not a mutton lover but i tink the mutton is dam nice ok?! there were live deejays and karaoke sessions. a small boy onli 10 years old sang with so much passion and agression !!! if onli i have half his courage, i will be the 2nd bravest man on earth!

Maggi Noodle

Today i had cup noodles as my onli meal. duno y, i juz dun feel hungry at all. perhaps, the cup noodles was enuff to put me off. as i was eating, i remembered wat my 7yr old cousin told me abt a month ago. Ah po cook the noodles is hao chi dao siao. i lost my appetite. indeed, my grandma cooks heavenly noodles even though they are just simple maggi noodles. i miss everything of my grandma. i reali miss her.


Grandma, if u hear me, pls direct me the way in life. my life has lost its meaning since the day u left......... can u show me the light to guide me through... dun worry. i promise to mature up and not act like a fool like i always do.

Anti Vulgarities Movement 2008

Vulgarities are not good for health. It sounds like i'm against nature but i tink its something that would benefit me in the long run... for 17 years of my life, i heard of many kinds of vulgarities ranging from languages to dialects. some may sound cool while others may sound crude. A change in the world starts from a change in me. its time.... to clean the sh*t out of my mouth.