Ok. End of exams? happy? NO. the night spoilt it. came home and quarrelled with my mum. kind of raised my voice at her and went straight to bath. dam sian. when i was bathing i feel unfillial. i shld have been struck by lightning for doing that but i duno y i did it. i came out frm the bathroom i din apologise. i talked to her and hoped that she understand. and i tink she did. Now i am feeling so bad. i duno y things would turn out like that suddenly. issit i changed? or issit she restrict too much? i duno.




My bdae is coming nxt week. i may be a boy of many words but i am definitely not a man with big dreams. there are 3 things i want in my life. 1st, i want my family to have long life and lead a healthy life. i lost 1 family member 3 mths and 26days ago. she was the most important person in my life. and i'm sorry to say i am a loser. i cant afford to lose any1 anymore. i am afraid of failure. Secondly, i wan shurong to be with me till the end of time. thirdly, i want freedom! may my wish come true....